PSYCHOSIS!

Bad news, I got a screw loose I guess!

Had two really nasty mental breakdowns where I couldn't tell what was real anymore and got really paranoid. Remember to see the people in your life and sleep properly! Was not fun. Quit my job in a state of mania beforehand too and I need to figure out what to do next, in the way that matters proper and isn't just what fun internet project to do next.

I released Interaction Decay right after I got out of the mental hospital the first time, actually. I didn't have it in me to finish it to the full scale that I had planned with vocals after that and I just wanted it out. I'm happy people still seemed to like it anyways.

I'm working on a little mini VGM album for a little project called Death Paddle which may or may not ever exist, same deal as Depainted its just a game design project of mine but I don't make games solo. It's just a smaller thing to get me back into the swing of things and into being like myself. I've been able to calm down a lot since getting the medication I needed.

It's scary when this happens though. I remember seeing things that didn't make sense or recalling doing things that I never did or events that never happened. I thought the world was ending and that I was being watched and was saying weird shit and talking about concepts of God. I'm still in the process of getting back on track, it's been hard to get the motive to do what I used to do with video game stuff. I'm also in a bit of a dead-zone anyways though, with Murder Miners wrapping up I haven't really known what to do with myself.

It might be an extra little while before whoever checks this website sees a new release of something from me. I'm doing my best but I gotta take care of myself and take it easy after all that happened. I'll be alright. Thanks.